A journey into my mind

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 23:51:22 GMT

Today was the hardest day of my life. I guess it's about time I came clean with you all. I've been in a relationship since like the end of January. Today, the relationship ended. I'm just one giant heartbreaker. I've said it before and I'll say it again. I always knew love hurts, I never thought it could hurt this much. I feel so guilty. I hate knowing the fact that I break people's hearts. I'll admit. I'm a complete ass clown.

Gangsta's paradise

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 20:50:50 GMT

You are Ganstah Tachi. 'Yo yo yo I'm Tachi Aizawa'.
You may be cool.... but then again you ARE
Tachi. Tachi's a big drug addict. Especially
here. Watch out for cars, homie.

What Fooked Up Gravitation Maneurism are you?
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a lonely night

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 03:04:29 GMT

Well, basically the title says it all, but here's what happened. about 3 hours ago, Angel (a friend) called me and we had a good talk about our hometowns. Then I had to get off since I have a limit of having a phone call since I got into shit last night. then I wanted to hang out with my friends (Gilbert and Jordan) so I went down to their places, but they weren't home. They were out partying and they didn't even talk to me about it. It's been forever since we last hang out. somtimes I wonder if they even want to be friends with me anymore. I mean, I even got them some junk food. Now nobody except for Majin is on. I'm glad I have someone to talk to. I'm starting to feel like people around are starting to forget I exist. Like when was the last time someone walked up to me and asked how I was? never. *sigh* I know I sound like a wuss for saying this, but I feel so hurt. This is going to be a long weekend.

more results

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 04:07:24 GMT

first, what kind of anime girlfriend I would like

Who's Your Anime Girlfriend?

What Inuyasha Villain Are You?

Foamy fan mail 4

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 03:23:32 GMT

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view.php?id=147737

hahahahahahaha. FIRE! hahahaHAHAHAHA

Inuyasha results

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 16:51:39 GMT

Your Inuyasha! You are a punk, you like to pick
fights and hate being in school, your grades
are slipping but you don't care, you are having
to much fun to actually do anything about it!

What Inuyasha Character are you?
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just when you think things can't get worse

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 00:42:20 GMT

now I have ppl who are pissed off at me, and I have no idea why

questions and answers

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 05:35:35 GMT

what kind of things do you like to do?

chat
play ps2
going on online
play games

what your fav thing to do?

going online and chatting

what one thing you can't live with out?

a friend

what the last moive or show you have seen?

Inuyasha

what your fav song?

in the end by Linkin Park

who your fav lj friend?

endless_skye, WalkingOnWater44, lunamix16

what your fav game?

Tony Hawk's Underground

what your fav thing to eat?

pizza

how long have you went out with some one?

about 2 monthes

what your fav color?

red and black

what your fav moive?

the movies I make with my new camra

what do you do befor you go to bed?

just get into boxers and drop dead asleep

what your fav time of the yer?

and holiday where I get candy and presents

results

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 05:03:12 GMT

which kingdom hearts character are you?

yeah, yeah. jackie made this. </p>

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 06:33:42 GMT

let me just get this off my chest.

Happy b-day 2 you
Happy b-day 2 you
Happy b-day dear Jesus
Happy b-day 2 you

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 23:02:31 GMT

I never thought there would be a day that I really don't want to go to the dance. I'd really rather stay home and chat. but I promised some friends that I would come. I hope I'll be able to chat all day tomorrow

(maybe) last journal

Sun, 07 Dec 2003 03:54:23 GMT

hey

In case your wondering, I'm thinking about leaving the chat. don't ask why, cause I don't know why myself. It might be because I don't want to get too attached to people that live so far away. or maybe it's because I just need some time to catch up in reality. I don't know. I'm not going to delete anything cause there might be a chance that I'll come back. Only time will tell

well, I'm gone

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 23:30:09 GMT

hey

I'm sorry I was gone for a while. I was just busy. but now I'm happy that my g/f is back from TX. anyway, about my day, it was just meh. well, thats all I can say for now

I found a new love

Fri, 21 Nov 2003 12:01:49 GMT

Today, all of my lonliness has come to an end, I've net a young woman named Luna. She's cute, funny, kind, and we have so much in common. She is the light that drives away the darkness, she is the love to fill up my heart, and she's now obviously the one. I've never felt so happy.

why am I lonely

Mon, 17 Nov 2003 22:55:46 GMT

Doesn't it ever depress you that you see everyone around you hooking up (as in becoming a boyfriend and girlfrind incase you didn't know what I ment) and you're still single. it makes you wonder,"Is there anybody who'll ever care for me that much?" I know most people tell me to ask someone out, but it's not that easy. the last time I tried, it didn't work out. sometimes I wish I wasn't shy at all. I know some peole say there's more to life then just hooking up, and thats true. but I'm just tired of being a lonely single and going through every day wondering, "will I ever find a new grlfrind?"

Bishonen quiz

Sun, 16 Nov 2003 05:15:40 GMT

Outlaw

Find out what bishonen you are.</center

Zelda Quiz

Sun, 16 Nov 2003 04:49:20 GMT

You are Link, the Hero of Time and holder of the
Triforce of Courage.

Which Legend of Zelda Ocarina of Time Character are you?
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Kevin's Rant

Fri, 14 Nov 2003 23:58:49 GMT

There are certain types of people that can really piss me off. For instanse,the kind of guys who try to pick up girls by acting like horney maggots, like grabbing and slapping their asses and telling them how much he wants to fuck her. guys like that should either throw themselves infront of traffic or stand underneath falling pianos. nobody needs perverts.

Also the kind of people who are your close freinds (of the oposite sex) that you have feelings for her/him so you try to ask them out but they tell you they don't feel ready to go out yet. then two days later, you see her/him kissing and hugging some other person who they barly even know. thoes kind of ppl make me so mad it's liks >:O

People who are suppose to be your best friends hitting on your lover. what the hell is wrong with them! don't they have better things to do then getting close to someone you really love? ppl like that should find their own person to love or just by a blowup doll.

But the kind of people that piss me off the most are thoes damn people that completly annoy you for no apparent reason. it's like, "hey, I've done nothing to you, why don't you piss someone else off. someone that gives you a hard time instead of taking out on someone you don't even know" people liek that should just get a life or just throw it away. anything for them to just quit acting like a jackass.

thats Kevin's Rant. thank you for listening.

Quiz results

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 03:47:03 GMT

You belong in Inuyasha. It should be on cartoon
network at midnight or 9:00PM Monday-Thursday.

What anime do you belong in?
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Mon, 10 Nov 2003 05:29:23 GMT

Today was pretty crappy. mainly because I nearly broke my back slipping because sombody did a crappy job mopping the floor. now I feel like my back is going to snap. another reason why my day is pretty crappy is because my parents are throwing a party and I can't sleep. I doubt I'll be able to sleep until every one of my parent's friends leave (and by the time they'll leave will be about 1 to 2:30 in the morning) The only bright side is that I'm no longer sick. but like that matters, I'm one step away from becoming a crip. at least I don't have school tomorrow or tuesday. that should be enough time to recover.

a looooooonnnngg weekend

Sun, 26 Oct 2003 03:02:41 GMT

well, my weekend finally came. on Thurseday, my class and I went to a drama thetre and it had performance. I was a little dissapointed that there wasn't and sword fights, but it was hilariouse. then on Friday, I had a great time at the dance. I wasn't able to hook up with sombody, but I'm glad that she had a good time with me at the dance. I'm feeling sick right now but hopefully, I'll get better soon.

well, I'm off for now

will next week ever come?

Sat, 18 Oct 2003 17:05:52 GMT

well, it's morning riht now, so there isn't much to say about my day. But it's been almost a week since I last updated my journal. What happened throughout the week wasn't really that great, but next week is when all the excitement comes. (well, actually it starts on Thursday, but you get the idea) On Thrusday, the class and I are going to a drama theatre, and we'll be there all day watching great performances (I know stuff like that can be boring, but hey, it's better than school) then on Friday is the Halloween dance. Then after that.....it's the weekend. I hope this week goes by quick.

Tue, 14 Oct 2003 03:40:15 GMT

Today was good. Not really that great, but good, none the less. My family and I went to Grandma's place for thanksgiving. I loved the food. then we went home and nothing else happened. yea, I know what you're thinking, this wasn't that much of a thanksgiving.

well, I g2g. I gotta get up early tomorrow

Mon, 06 Oct 2003 02:36:07 GMT

Today was ok

Earlier this morning, I went downtown to see a friend and I saw him smoke a wild chicken in the head, up in a tree, with a garden claw. heh, I know, it's a wierd way to kill a chicken but hey, it gets the job done. Anyway, later on, Gilbert and I decided to hunt chickens later on so we did, although we didn't have very good luck. then I went home, bla bla bla, and now I'm here.

well, I guess thats it for today

Thu, 02 Oct 2003 21:55:44 GMT

Today was lower then ant shit.

I really don't wanna talk about it so I guess you would wonder why am I even here. well, lets just say it's my way of at least talking to sombody

well, I'm outta here