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| 04:41pm 03/03/2004 |
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mood:  ashamed
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Today was the hardest day of my life. I guess it's about time I came clean with you all. I've been in a relationship since like the end of January. Today, the relationship ended. I'm just one giant heartbreaker. I've said it before and I'll say it again. I always knew love hurts, I never thought it could hurt this much. I feel so guilty. I hate knowing the fact that I break people's hearts. I'll admit. I'm a complete ass clown. |
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| 07:52pm 12/02/2004 |
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mood: depressed, sad, and lonely
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Well, basically the title says it all, but here's what happened. about 3 hours ago, Angel (a friend) called me and we had a good talk about our hometowns. Then I had to get off since I have a limit of having a phone call since I got into shit last night. then I wanted to hang out with my friends (Gilbert and Jordan) so I went down to their places, but they weren't home. They were out partying and they didn't even talk to me about it. It's been forever since we last hang out. somtimes I wonder if they even want to be friends with me anymore. I mean, I even got them some junk food. Now nobody except for Majin is on. I'm glad I have someone to talk to. I'm starting to feel like people around are starting to forget I exist. Like when was the last time someone walked up to me and asked how I was? never. *sigh* I know I sound like a wuss for saying this, but I feel so hurt. This is going to be a long weekend. |
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| Inuyasha results |
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| 09:49am 25/01/2004 |
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mood:  happy
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Your Inuyasha! You are a punk, you like to pick
fights and hate being in school, your grades
are slipping but you don't care, you are having
to much fun to actually do anything about it!
What Inuyasha Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| questions and answers |
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| 10:35pm 26/12/2003 |
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mood:  lazy
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what kind of things do you like to do?
chat
play ps2
going on online
play games
what your fav thing to do?
going online and chatting
what one thing you can't live with out?
a friend
what the last moive or show you have seen?
Inuyasha
what your fav song?
in the end by Linkin Park
who your fav lj friend?
endless_skye, WalkingOnWater44, lunamix16
what your fav game?
Tony Hawk's Underground
what your fav thing to eat?
pizza
how long have you went out with some one?
about 2 monthes
what your fav color?
red and black
what your fav moive?
the movies I make with my new camra
what do you do befor you go to bed?
just get into boxers and drop dead asleep
what your fav time of the yer?
and holiday where I get candy and presents |
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| 11:31pm 22/12/2003 |
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mood:  blah
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let me just get this off my chest.
Happy b-day 2 you
Happy b-day 2 you
Happy b-day dear Jesus
Happy b-day 2 you |
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| 04:00pm 12/12/2003 |
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mood: disappointed
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I never thought there would be a day that I really don't want to go to the dance. I'd really rather stay home and chat. but I promised some friends that I would come. I hope I'll be able to chat all day tomorrow |
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| (maybe) last journal |
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| 08:48pm 06/12/2003 |
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mood: depressed
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hey
In case your wondering, I'm thinking about leaving the chat. don't ask why, cause I don't know why myself. It might be because I don't want to get too attached to people that live so far away. or maybe it's because I just need some time to catch up in reality. I don't know. I'm not going to delete anything cause there might be a chance that I'll come back. Only time will tell
well, I'm gone |
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| 04:28pm 01/12/2003 |
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hey
I'm sorry I was gone for a while. I was just busy. but now I'm happy that my g/f is back from TX. anyway, about my day, it was just meh. well, thats all I can say for now |
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| I found a new love |
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| 04:55am 21/11/2003 |
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mood: happy
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Today, all of my lonliness has come to an end, I've net a young woman named Luna. She's cute, funny, kind, and we have so much in common. She is the light that drives away the darkness, she is the love to fill up my heart, and she's now obviously the one. I've never felt so happy. |
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| 03:47pm 17/11/2003 |
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mood: lonely
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Doesn't it ever depress you that you see everyone around you hooking up (as in becoming a boyfriend and girlfrind incase you didn't know what I ment) and you're still single. it makes you wonder,"Is there anybody who'll ever care for me that much?" I know most people tell me to ask someone out, but it's not that easy. the last time I tried, it didn't work out. sometimes I wish I wasn't shy at all. I know some peole say there's more to life then just hooking up, and thats true. but I'm just tired of being a lonely single and going through every day wondering, "will I ever find a new grlfrind?" |
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| Kevin's Rant |
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| 04:38pm 14/11/2003 |
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mood:  pissed off
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There are certain types of people that can really piss me off. For instanse,the kind of guys who try to pick up girls by acting like horney maggots, like grabbing and slapping their asses and telling them how much he wants to fuck her. guys like that should either throw themselves infront of traffic or stand underneath falling pianos. nobody needs perverts.
Also the kind of people who are your close freinds (of the oposite sex) that you have feelings for her/him so you try to ask them out but they tell you they don't feel ready to go out yet. then two days later, you see her/him kissing and hugging some other person who they barly even know. thoes kind of ppl make me so mad it's liks >:O
People who are suppose to be your best friends hitting on your lover. what the hell is wrong with them! don't they have better things to do then getting close to someone you really love? ppl like that should find their own person to love or just by a blowup doll.
But the kind of people that piss me off the most are thoes damn people that completly annoy you for no apparent reason. it's like, "hey, I've done nothing to you, why don't you piss someone else off. someone that gives you a hard time instead of taking out on someone you don't even know" people liek that should just get a life or just throw it away. anything for them to just quit acting like a jackass.
thats Kevin's Rant. thank you for listening. |
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| 10:18pm 09/11/2003 |
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mood: sore
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Today was pretty crappy. mainly because I nearly broke my back slipping because sombody did a crappy job mopping the floor. now I feel like my back is going to snap. another reason why my day is pretty crappy is because my parents are throwing a party and I can't sleep. I doubt I'll be able to sleep until every one of my parent's friends leave (and by the time they'll leave will be about 1 to 2:30 in the morning) The only bright side is that I'm no longer sick. but like that matters, I'm one step away from becoming a crip. at least I don't have school tomorrow or tuesday. that should be enough time to recover. |
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